Bata Motel

by Hexa

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Recorded and mixed by Hunter Levy at Rarefied Recording in North Park, CA, August 2015.

Mastered by Mario Quintero

Album photo by J.S. Guilliani (
Album layout by Grant Reinero


released February 8, 2016

Carrie Gillespie Feller- Piano, Roland Juno, Vocals, Samples

Mitch Wilson- Guitar on Campo
Shelby Wentz- Bass on Campo
Zack Wentz- Drums, Percussion on Campo
Nathan Hubbard- Drums, Percussion on Grace, Chloe
Mike Hayden- Guitar on Grace, Enyo
Rostam Zafar- Drums on Enyo

All songs written and arranged by Carrie Gillespie Feller



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Hexa San Diego, California

Solo project of Carrie Gillespie Feller (ILYA, Lunar Maps)
Experimental dark pop from San Diego.

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Track Name: Campo
You make a cut so deep
I can't get free
So I let it live my life
I crawl in as far as I can
And I make a home inside the hate
Inside the rage
Inside the doubt
Inside the pain
Inside the fear
That we still are
Have always been
What we pretended not to be

But it's looking great in here
It's always dark and I can't get warm
And the silence penetrates
Through the noise from the bar and the freeway
But isn't it great in here?
The criminals come and the criminals go
But mostly we're left alone
With the ghosts inside our home
Track Name: Enyo
Can you see a way
A way out of this
Something more than words
Of sick and dying men
Landscape sterilized
Empty vacant eyes
Authority dispersed
And internalized
Track Name: Grace
All the things that you did
That led you to this
Life misunderstood
Now you're living in walls
Under floorboards
Under our skin
I don't mind that you're bored
Anxious or scared
Bitter or dead
If I could just hold your hand
Or send you to bed
You know that I would
Track Name: Chloe
I have no point to make
No known direction
No words to say to win your affection
I'm blank inside but if that's your thing
I'm as good as good has ever been

I won't make up my mind
won't write a good line
I'll give it my best
Til I'm put to the test
Then I'll give up quick
I won't try to make sense
I'll just hand you the keys
And leave

I can't think straight
Can't explain it away
Can't shake the terror that your absence makes
Hold you close til the sadness goes
Or lead you back to home

I'm staring in to space
Wish the lights would dim
Want to kill this image of your suffering
Reach out my hands and touch your face
But the emptiness waits
And always wins

I'm not content to live with your memory
Yes I know that's what's expected of me
But I feel your absence in everything
And the world is not what it should have been